Sidelines – A Father’s Heartache part 23


Lies and Deception, and Stories told

Turning a loving heart to one bitter and cold

I loved my child, from the very start

The lies she has told you has torn us apart

Forced to the sidelines, where I have watched you grow

Pleading with God that my love you would know

Faithfully watching from the sidelines each day

I stood there and watched you as you would laugh and did play

So many lies and deceptions were placed in your heart

While behind the scenes she would keep us apart

I fought and I fought for my fathers rights

While never letting go and out of my sights

Now that you’re older You struggle to know

That I did all I could for you while I watched as you grow

Doing the best from a distance that could possibly be done

I filled our brief moments with love, happiness and fun

Now you struggle to know in this life what is real

I pray deep in your heart that you know what is real

So please stop hating me and believing the lies

For each day you were gone from me I felt I would die

For you see I’m a father, pushed to the sidelines of life

By the same one that’s pierced our hearts with her knife

Yet in spite of the heartache, the sadness and pain

My love for you is grows deeper and will always remain


I Wished I Had Been Born a Boy

Powerful testimony that God does not make mistakes

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I am a 52 year-old woman and mother of four. A wife for almost twenty-six years but I wished I had been born a boy.

Probably until I was well into junior high and maybe even high school I was fairly convinced God had simply mixed me up with John Mark, the name my parents had selected if I had been born male.

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You see, I am over six feet tall and very large framed. I wear a size thirteen shoe. My hands are as large as any man my height. I was always told I had a pretty face but because of my height I was able to carry a lot of extra weight without looking fat and the fullness on my frame tended to make me look less pretty and just attractive. Still I never felt pretty or much less feminine.

So for many years I wondered. Did…

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When Men Call Evil Good and Good Evil


We have become the generation warned of by Isaiah,

“Them that call evil good, and good evil; that put darkness for light and light for darkness; that put bitter for sweet and sweet bitter!”

Voices across our land joy in the name of equality as the removal of God from this land continues to fiercely overtake us.  The silence of the majority has allowed those with secret combinations and hidden agendas to change our views and that of the rising generations in what is determined to be good, and that which is evil.

The acceptance of the attacks on religious freedoms and particularly those who stand up for their beliefs have become commonplace as we watch sitting on the sidelines, refusing to demand protection of our religious freedoms, the left has sold the public on the argument that organized religion, particularly Christianity is outdated and oppressive of those who have embraced an alternative lifestyle, one that which is contradictory to religious doctrines.  The left has convinced the world that those which support these views are evil and living in the dark.

The reality is that the left has called religious people evil and dark for failing to embrace evil practices that have been given the spotlight in our media.   The continual praise and comments of courage, strength idol worship over Bruce Jenner’s abominable transformation to Caitlynn Jenner is the most recent example of the depraved society that has embraced and called evil for good.

The Prophet Isaiah warned us of this declaring “Woe unto them”  He is speaking to US!  OUR DAY!  NOW!  With a strong warning regarding what will come.

The word Woe means grievous distress; affliction or trouble. and an affliction.

As we silently sit on the sidelines watching, we are also by default accepting the degradation of our society and bringing upon us these distresses and afflictions warned of by a Prophet of God nearly 3000 years ago.

We have pushed God out of our country, out of our cities, out of our homes and our of our hearts.   Is there any wonder why so many are confused by the difference between “good and Evil”?